Where do I go from here?

Life was a bed of roses
With me never wanting to get out
The serenity and tranquility
I would not trade for anything
I basked under the rays of love
But then the winds of sorrow blew
And the waves of pain came crashing down
Life became a bed of thorns in a jiffy
I was stuck in the shadows of fear
Where do I find myself again?
Where do I go from here?
Can I ever be the same?
My heart seeks for answers.